Ding! Dong! Wedding bells!!!
I never thought that I would have the chance to plan my wedding. I’m definitely not a good planner. I don’t like to plan things because I know it won’t go accordingly to my wish. So, I never plan anything big in my life. I like very much to procrastinate. I delay my works all the time. I can be very patient, you know. Everyone can tell you that.
But I know the time has come. I can delay no more. The subject of marriage has come up a few times since last year. My other half has been talking about it. His parents have been hinting about it. My mum has been asking about it. My best friend is making it happens this December. Another of my best friend has been telling me how happily married she is now. See how my life has been revolved with this subject.
So I have decided to do my planning now, initially anyway. Although my darling (other half) has been talking about marriage, but he never really did propose (yet!). I wonder when will he do it or maybe he will just assume I will marry him one-way or the other. For the past month or so, I have been doing a bit of research, trying to figure out what I should prepare for a wedding. I always told my darling of my findings but soon we realized that a wedding needs a lot of money. For the time being, we might not have had enough. He has just worked for 2 years and savings is not much right now. Furthermore, we still need money to buy a house. After a few discussions, he solemnly told me that our wedding plan would have to be postponed. Another year or two, he said. Nevertheless, he promised me as soon as possible but I know he was sad and disappointed with his financial circumstances now. I didn’t want to push him so much but honestly, I want to make it happen soon. My impatience has started to grow with my research everyday. Seeing (or rather reading) other people’s wedding plans makes me anxious. Seeing other people happily married makes me envious. I wonder when will I reach this stage…
